Facing that blank page is daunting; it screams out in its purity, gives rise to palpitations and forces us to consider our options for the first time in a long time. It’s easier to carry on the story, pick up where you left off last time. The knowledge that you can recap and maybe gain an idea that you were heading towards, so that you can carry on with this in mind. It’s easier and comforting, when you have your base characters and plot worked out you can somehow spring from this much smoother than beginning afresh. Whether this is because the carrying on from old stock just means you are merely filling or that it just makes you more secure: I’m unsure. Perhaps it’s the opposite and it’s the new beginning that is just too daunting. There is too much potential to fail, too much that could go wrong, and so, under the pressure of all ‘the could be’, we simply freeze.
IT’s just that initial burst, that first nudge, the one little but huge step to get us across the starting line, once this happens then we can easily adapt to the new scenario – yet sometimes it seems too hard to start.
Welkom op de blog van Discobar Bizar. Druk gerust wat op de andere knoppen ook, of lees het aangrijpende verhaal van Harry nu je hier bent. Welcome to the Discobar Bizar blog, feel free to push some of the other buttons, or to read the gripping story of Harry whilst you are here!
ATTENTION PLEASE TO ALL WHO READ MY BLOG: "I have become very ill so I will do the best I can for the next several months. My illness is directly related to Cannabis. I will write an extensive description of the cause of my illness on my Marijuana Page below in the near future when I am strong enough. It is extremely SERIOUS for those who use Marijuana to read what I will be writing. It is a serious illness I never knew about until it sent me to the hospital in an ambulance a short time ago. I have made the necessary decision as a Certified Stoner & Medical Cannabis User to never use any form of cannabis again. That is the severity of this illness and what I will be writing about in the near future." - j.k 5.25.18